Father
Baegert shivers slightly as he rises from his cot and places his bare
feet on the earthen floor. How can it be cold? The temperature has
been high since the date of his arrival in California.
He
slips on his well-worn sandals and silently tells himself it is
almost time to obtain another pair. Perhaps there is a leatherworker
at the mission who can make a pair for him.
He
rises to his feet and glances out of the window nearest him. The
world is blurred, a soft shifting mist reducing visibility to a few
feet. Only a faint lightening of the sky to the east tells him the
sun is trying to rise over the mountains.
“I
have been told, reverend father, this is the time of year when fogs
comes in from the ocean. It makes up a little for the lack of rain.”
Private
Levia's presence no longer surprises him. The man has an eerie
ability to be there when Father Jacob has a question. The Jesuit
scans the area, seeing faint mounds off in the mist he has learned to
be the local plebes asleep on
the ground. He thinks of them, not as adults, but little children in
need of strenuous guidance.
They
walk down to the riverbank where, in the midst of the towering tule
reeds, two spots are
cleared for the gente de razón
to take care of their personal needs. The Guaycura
simply do
so wherever they are
at the moment.
“Always
scan the area first, reverend father. Many creatures come to places
like this and most sting or bite.”
Father
Jacob is well aware of that having been stung a two times previously
in Loreto.
He
wonders where he is going to say morning prayers and is surprised to
see all the Indians gathered in front of the ruins of the chapel.
Levia's wife and children wait at the front so Father Jacob starts,
his escort and family being the loudest in repeating the words.
Without
a signal, Levia understands when it is time for him to take Pablo,
the mayordomo, with him to
the storage shed. A group of six women follow them and gather up the
foodstuffs they are handed. Pablo carries the large copper cooking
pot to where a fire has been raised from the embers. It takes little
time for the ingredients to be added to water in the pot to make the
morning gruel.
Levia
and Pablo must remind many of the converts they are to wait until
Father Jacob says Grace before eating. At almost the moment Father
Jacob finishes, the Guaycura gobble down the contents of their bowls
and rush back to the cooking pot seeking more. It is only Levia's
presence with his steel blades and pistols that keeps them from
pushing and fighting.
As
the disciples finish their meal and bring their clay bowls to be
cleaned, Levia and Pablo go to the storehouse to remove the tools
needed for the day's work. Father Jacob uses that time to tell the
disciples a story from the bible about overcoming dire straits,
stressing that God will look over them who follow His word.
Father
Jacob then walks through the area. The new site for a chapel has been
selected but he wishes to familiarize himself with the entire
landscape. The irrigation ditch is still intact, the water
temporarily diverted back to the river until gardens are ready for
the water. But he follows it uphill to the place when water is
diverted from the river into the ditch. There has been some erosion
of the diversion weir and he notes he must speak to Pablo about it
upon his return.
The
steep walls of the canyon are near the river and he stop upon seeing
markings on the rocks. He climbs up the rockfall and comes near to
spy crude figures painted there. He has seen some on the way from
Loreto, but this is his first chance to closely examine them.
Father
Jacob is quite surprised to see the ancient figures are not that
different from those in Europe he saw pictures of at the college. He
does not believe the current occupants of the area are capable of
such artistic endeavor – even though they highly decorate
themselves with paint and tattoos.
The
sound of steel on rock draws him to the quarry where Levia supervises
converts in cutting stone for the new chapel. Another group shapes
them so they will fit together with but a small amount of cement.
There is a large pile of lime covered by a tarp held down by stones
to add to clay and sand for the important substance. That is the
major drawback to building with stone. Adobe bricks can be
laid atop one another with a small bit of water to make them adhere
to one another.
He
returns to the site of the new chapel and bends his back to help pile
rocks and stones in the floor to be. Earth is tamped into the spaces
to make them solid. Hauling the rocks and stones to the site is a
back breaking task and he barely notices it is the women who are
doing so. Since his arrival in California, Father Jacob has been
haunted by the visions of bare female breasts and genitals, causing
him to have sinful thoughts of breaking his vows of chastity. He is
no different from his fellow missionaries who seldom use the women
for what they do best, prepare food and clothing for all.
A
small bell hangs on a tree limb and a disciple rings the call to noon
prayers. As in the morning, the converts gather in the open area in
front of the ruined chapel to await the father's arrival. He wipes
the dirt and dust from his hands and face and confronts them,
starting off the series of prayers to which all respond as clear as
they can. He has studied hard and recites what Father Bischoff has
written in the Guaycura language. He finds it difficult to do so
because the prayers are not similar to the words he has memorized in
Latin.
He
welcomes the noon meal, seeing the pleasure on the converts faces as
their bowls are filled with gruel and pozole. He could fill
his own bowl with the mixture of chicken pieces, but holds himself to
the simple concoction of corn and wheat. His reasoning for the lesser
nourishing food is repentance for his sinful lust and desire to turn
his back from the undertaking given him.
The
one thing Father Jacob enjoys most is talking to the children. About
thirty of them gather in a circle around him beneath the spreading
branches of an oak tree as he reads from the book Father Bischoff
wrote of takes from the bible. The good father had taken care to
rewrite the stories in a way the children can understand. That had
not been an easy task as the primitive Guaycura could not possibly
comprehend big walled cities or vast armies of soldiers.
While
everyone else takes their afternoon siesta, Father Jacob sits
at the small desk in his hut and writes in his journal by the light
of a candle produced by the mission chandlery. He wishes to keep a
detailed record of his missionary efforts in this forsaken land. How
does the Lord God permit such barbarism in these times? he
wonders. Children should learn from their parents. But what learn
these when their parents are no more than children themselves?
The
sounds of people moving outside tells the priest it is time when all
resume their chores. Crossing himself and praying for strength and
guidance, he dons a conical hat made of interwoven laths to keep the
burning sun from his bare head. As always, the sky is void of even a
wisp of a cloud and the heat engirds him.
The
most grueling of toil, beside constant bending to remove unwanted
plants from the gardens, is recovering soil washed away during
irrigation of those same gardens. There is so little fertile soil
that every bit of it must be saved and returned to the plots. A group
is busy doing so from the fruit orchard and he joins them, cheating a
bit by leaning on his staff with one hand while scooping up the soil
with a piece of wood shaped for the task in the other.
The
bell for Vespers halts the work and he gratefully accepts a sip of
water in a ladle from a wooden pail, water drawn from the mission
well. The little girl lowers her eyes shyly at being near the great
magic bringer and he reaches out to gently pat her head as he thanks
her. “We must go to prayers, little one. May The Lord be with
thee.”
She
knows not what is God as her people have no beliefs in such things.
Will such words mean aught to her in the coming years?
The
evening prayers over, all retreat to the communal dining area. As a
self-reward for the day's toil, Father Jacob fills his bowl with
pozole containing pieces of apricot from the orchard and
vegetables from the garden. Several warm tortillas accompany
the meal and he feels the tightness of his belly at having eaten so
much.
Another
sin, gluttony, for which he must atone in his dark hut during the
night to come. The sun sets quickly in the peninsula and darkness
enshrouds groups of Guaycura who have tossed aside their blue robes
to lay down in the dirt as they have from the day they were born.
Father
Baegert sighs and goes to his hut, lighting the way with a candle as
he kneels before the crude crucifix to pray his Rosary before
lowering the top of his robe to “punish” his sins with a strap of
knotted leather. He swears he will have one made with tiny bits of
metal to do more than raise welts upon his back.
Another
day in Jesuit California
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