In
spite of his recitation of el Rosario,
Father Mayorga cannot wipe out the sounds of the desert night from
his ears. He finds it difficult to believe that a land so barren and
hostile can hold such life.
A
coyote calls out in the light of the three quarters moon and is
quickly answered by two or three others. Insects chirr and make sharp
noises, suddenly silent when the soft call of an owl signals its
hunt. One of the mules stamps its foot and nickers, another
responding. Night birds call to one another as they seek the
creatures that come out once the light of day has faded.
While
fingering the beads in the decades of the prayer, the priest looks up
at the sky filled with twinkling gems, wondering if He is listening
to his prayers. He then cringes and almost cries out at having
doubted The Lord's love for His faithful. Without hesitation, he
stops his prayer and turns to the small cloth bag he carries with
him. Beside his bible and missal, it contains a single spare cassock
and his látigo. After
withdrawing it, he bares his back and whips himself with the leather
strings with sharp pieces of metal embedded in them. Such a sin
deserves nothing but the most severe atonement.
The
night air caresses the blood flowing down his skin and sinfully
provides slight relief from the pain.
After
thirty lashes, the priest replaces the whip in his sack and covers
his back before returning to saying his Rosary.
Padre
Ugarte is a stern man but clearly shows his love for those Cochimi
who have come to him to accept The Word. When not conducted religious
rites, he teaches them more, not only of matters of doctrine, but
those things needed to provide themselves with food in a land of
great difficulty.
“As
you learned in Loreto, one of the most difficult part about raising
crops is keeping arable land from washing away when we irrigate it.”
He led to where several converts were scooping up dirt to place in
canvas containers to take back to the garden plots. He bent to the
task of helping, Father Mayorga pitching in.
Meanwhile,
Castro is busy with the local Cochimi governor, explaining which
plants in the gardens are unwanted and need to be removed. The
convert smiles and quickly orders sever of the converts to do as
directed. He then moves to the area set aside for the livestock to
care for his horses, along with the mule Father Mayorga had ridden.
As
it had been done at la Misión de Nuestra Señora de
Loreto, the day is carefully
structured to enable to converts to participate in religious rites
and training, perform the tasks needed to make the mission
successful, and generally keep them from mischief. Father Mayorga
enjoys passing out food to the converts, especially watching them
chatter among themselves as they eat.
He
also surprises himself by quickly learning some of the Cochimi words.
Listening to Father Ugarte reciting prayers in Cochimi is a big help,
although when he learns the various meanings of the words, he sees
how difficult it was to translate them to Latin. His respect only
increases for those who came before him who taught the concepts of
the church to people who had no belief in a supreme being.
That
The Son of God had died, only to rise again, was a concept that awed
them. Their lives had always been centered upon knowing that death
was always nearby and often took their loved ones in unexpected ways.
The knowledge that death was no longer a thing to be feared helped
them cope with a discipline never before experienced.
One
thing that puzzles the good father is the care taken in gathering
material for the cooking fires. A land so dry should provide plenty.
Yet, Father Ugarte and Castro urges the converts to carefully select
the wood.
“When
one removes too many of the plants from a hillside, it easily washes
away when we get the rains. That clogs up the stream and reduces the
amount of good water we have to drink and irrigate.”
Mayorga
is impressed with the extensive knowledge of the man he knows to be a
soldier in the service of the society. He is also aware that he has
much to learn if he is to be successful in his calling.
A
rider comes to the mission on the third day. The tall lance is
noticeable from a distance so Father Mayorga rightfully guesses it to
be Father Ugarte's escort. Juan Carrillo is a man in his late
thirties, his visage dark and creased from the strong sun of the
land. He has hazel eyes, dark hair, and a gleaming smile. He clearly
appreciates the presence of de Castro and this new priest. More
importantly, he is eager to see he supplies they have brought.
He
goes directly to Father Ugarte and, after dismounting, apologizes. “I
am afraid, reverend father, they killed one of the cows before I
could get there. They had already cut it into pieces and were cooking
it over a big fire.”
He
explaines how the Cochimi who had stolen the livestock had come to a
fiesta several months before and, seeing how easy it is to eat
a cow instead of scrubbing for insects and small animals, had decided
to take the three cows.
Just
then, two converts riding mules drive the remaining two cows up the
river bed. One of them also leads an Indian tied by a rope. Piece of
the carcass are draped over the back of the spare mule.
“He
is the leader of the family who decided to take them, reverend
father.”
Father
Mayorga is more than curious to see exactly what is going to be done
with the culprit. He has no idea what kind of punishment will be
called for by the local rules.
He
is further surprised when, far down the river bed, a small group of
Indians appears. Like other wild ones he has seen, the males wear
nothing but tattoos and paint while the females only have leather
strips around their waist with a flap covering their genitals. One
male is about twelve or thirteen while the other could be no less
than four or five. The woman is clearly their mother with three
little girls who are her daughters.
Father
Ugarte walks to the man and carefully unlooses his ropes, signaling
for the herder converts to take the cattle to their place with the
others. The then turns to the man and speaks to him at length in
Cochimi.
“He
is telling him what a bad thing he has done and how it has hurt many
other people.”
Father
Mayorga listenes to Carrillo while paying attention to Father Ugarte.
“He
tells him that he and his family must stay here at the mission and
work to earn the meat they have eaten. He also explains that, in the
eyes of The Big Father and His Son, he must suffer for his actions.”
“And
the Indian understands this?”
“Yes,
reverend father. He and his family have been here several times
before but have not yet accepted The Word to where they can be
baptized.” He smiles and adds, “They will work and attend classes
beside the converts until they are ready to accept The Rain of Jesus,
as they call baptism.”'
Mayorga
also learns the father will be punished. But it will not be given
until after the evening's prayer and before the meals.
When
the time comes, Carrillo and Jorge, the converts' governor, bring the
man to the center of the plaza where everyone is assembled.
The Cochimi is pushed to the hard-packed earth to kneel. Father
Ugarte, holding a slim willow stick, addresses the crowd and explains
in their language just what the man did and why it is against the
customs of the church, of all gente de razn, and the community
of the mission. He asks and, when the man nods his understanding,
carefully rests the stick against the man's bare back.
Reciting
the Our Father to provide the tempo, the priest lays strokes upon the
man. Not too hard so as to break the skin and cause blood to flow or
to cause bruising but enough to shame him in front of the others.
“The
worst punishment for any Cochimi is to be made to appear smaller than
another in front of other Cochimi. It will be something he can never
forget.”
Mayorga
nods his thanks to de Castro and turns his attention to the converts.
He notices the man's woman and children looking down at the ground,
unable to watch what is happening.
When
twenty lashes are complete, Father Ugarte says Amen, to which the
congregates loudly responds. Carrillo and Jorge then ties the man's
hand around the pole by the door to the chapel and Father Ugarte
tells all it is time to partake of the evening meal.
“He
will stay here in the plaza until tomorrow at evening prayers.
He will then be cut down and put to work under close supervision.”
Father
Mayorga is impressed with Father Ugarte's action and carefully notes
the reactions of the converts and the man's family.
He
and de Castro prepare to depart early the next morning for the return
to Loreto. Instead of allowing the soldier to prepare his mount for
him, the priest does it himself, finding it slightly more difficult
than it appears. But, he manages to do so, proud of his
accomplishment. He instantly chastises himself inwardly, determined
to atone for the sin that evening during his prayers.
During
the ride back down the river bed, Mayorga continually asks questions
about the land and what de Castro has learned from the Cochimi to
survive in it. He knows it is but the first of many he will need but
is determined to carry out the task set before him.
That
night, after prayers and their meal, Mayorga convinces de Castro to
show him the land at night. The soldier prepares two torches and, in
their light, they walk through the area nearby the camp. Many
creatures are barely glimpsed as they skitter off into the dark, but
some are visible long enough to be identified.
There
is el alacrán, the creature carrying its poison-filled tail
high above its head. An serpiente de cascabel coils and shakes
its tail in the clear warning that it feels threatened. Una
troglodito del cactus pops in and out of the hole it has drilled
high atop a towering cactus as it and its mate enter and depart to
bring insects to its brood.
“When
the wren family moves away, other creatures will use the nest for
their own uses,” de Castro explains.
And,
as they return to camp, Mayorga sees upon the crest of a hill, the
silhouette of a coyote calling to its clan. He wonders is it has
caught a rabbit with the long ears of a mule and calls him family to
join him.
After
punishing himself for his early sins of pride, Father Mayorga kneels
in the sand of the river bed still warm from the sun's rays and
fervently says the Rosary, seeking to calm his mind from spinning
from all he has seen and learned. His brow sweats and his stomach
churns from the difficult foods and he earnestly prays to have
sufficient strength and health to carry out his mission.
Please,
oh Lord, give me strength to carry out Your will. Thy will be done...
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