And,
as they return to camp, Mayorga sees upon the crest of a hill, the
silhouette of a coyote calling to its clan. He wonders is it has
caught a rabbit with the long ears of a mule and calls him family to
join him.
After
punishing himself for his early sins of pride, Father Mayorga kneels
in the sand of the river bed still warm from the sun's rays and
fervently says the Rosary, seeking to calm his mind from spinning
from all he has seen and learned. His brow sweats and his stomach
churns from the difficult foods and he earnestly prays to have
sufficient strength and health to carry out his mission.
Please,
oh Lord, give me strength to carry out Your will. Thy will be done...
The
sounds of others moving rouses Father Mayorga. He struggled to open
his eyes and rise, frustrated by the weakness of his body. He manages
to make it to the stream, kneeling in the soft sand to lave his face,
hands and arms – also splashing some on his intimate parts to
remove the sweat gathered there.
De
Castro has the fire going and Pedro, el arriero, brings an
armload of firewood to add to it. A small iron pot is already in
place and he knows it had pozole in it from the kitchen at the
mission.
His
only addition to the morning ritual is the recitation of Our Father,
Ave Maria, and the Credo. The others softly speak the words as they
continue preparing their break fast.
Father
Mayorga's hands slightly tremble as he ladles the gruel in between
his parched lips, trying not to savor the feeling of sating the
weakness of his body. And, he struggles to mount the mule Pedro has
saddled and bridled for him. Seeing his efforts, the Cochimi muleteer
steps forward, then drops to his knees so the holy father can mount.
The
priests signs the cross to Pedro who lowers his eyes as a sign of
respect.
De
Castro indicates they are but an hour's ride from Loreto and Mayorga
thanks The Lord that the trek is almost over.
Blackness
engulfs him.
He
awakens, lying on the pebbles of the riverbed. De Castro and Pedro
hover over him, fear in their eyes.
“Reverend
father. Are you well?”
The
priest tries to respond but his mouth is dry, his throat parched.
Pedro puts a calabaza de agua to his mouth and he shivers at
the coolness of the liquid coursing down his throat.
“You
have not been drinking, reverent father.”
de
Castro's words were as much an accusation as a question. Seeing the
priest was not about to answer, he tells Pedro to refill the water
gourd and have it ready when the priest needed. Both of them helped
Mayorga mount the mule and Pedro moved up next to him, there to
prevent another fall.
They
soon reach the mission and de Castro leads the way directly to the
infirmary. He and Pedro help Father Mayorga dismount. Father Brave
arrives and, upon hearing what happened, orders the priest to a cot,
motioning over a convert nurse to watch over him.
Staring
up at the thatch roof, Mayorga watches the little creatures darting
here and there. He wonders what they are finding to feed upon,
shivering at the though of what it might be. He continue to recite
his Rosary, still noticing the creatures seemed to come in several
varieties, each with its own markings and colors.
“Do
not blame yourself, father. Even after all these years here, I find
the food and climate difficult to cope with.”
Mayorga
turns his eyes to the Father Procurator and whispers, “Does He
forgive us for our weakness?”
Father
Bravo smiles. “He must for He continues to give me the strength to
do His will.”
The
next months are difficult for him and Mayorga often wonders if the
Father Visitador will ask that he be assigned to a mainland mission.
Not that a personal weakness inwardly speaks to him that such a move
would be good. But, he has set his mind in spreading The Word of God
in California and does not wish to displease his Heavenly Father.
*****
“We
have been blessed by an honored benefactor of having sufficient
supplies to found another mission.”
Mayorga
listens to Father Visitador Salvatierra announce this to the gathered
group. Present are Fathers Ugarte and Bravo, Hermano Mugazábal,
Captain Esteban Rodrguez, Sergeant Valdez, and Corporal
de Castro.
“Don
José
de la Puente Peña
Castejón
y Salcines, Marqués de Villapuente, has generally bestowed the funds
for the venture.” Father Visitador Salvatierra turns to Father
Ugarte and the captain. “It is the valley the Cochimi call Comondú.
As you remember, there appears to be sufficient soil and water to
support such an enterprise.” He also adds that the nearby Cochimi
rancherias
appear eager to have a mission among them.
Mayorga
intently listens, learning the site is on the other side of the
mountains about ten leagues north and slightly west of Loreto. He
hears it was not far from where Father Kino had founded Mission San
Bruno, which had been abandoned due to poor soil, lack of Cochimi,
and undependable water.
Father
Visitador Salvatierra then turns to him. “Father, I have been given
a sign that you are to be the one to start and maintain this new
mission which will be dedicated to Saint Joseph.”
Mayorga's
heart sinks and he feels sweat in his armpits. Why me? I am
neither strong nor experienced in the ways of this harsh land.
Gathering himself, he lowers his eyes and responds, “It will be my
honor to serve Him in whatever manner is set before me, reverend
father.”
Preparations
for the undertaking are complicated. Father Mayorga is involved in
every minor detail, from the various holy articles necessary to
conduct rights, the special slab of stone so carefully crafted to
serve as the altar, the tools for constructing and preparing gardens
and fields, and the various materials for the expected converts. The
list is endless and he finds himself often bewildered and confused.
Fortunately, Brother Mugazábal
is a patient and understanding man.
Fortunately,
Mayorga has always been a good student. He has studied Cochimi since
his arrival, laboriously copied Father Salvatierra's dictionary, to
include every Mass and prayer in the Missal. He had even struggled to
say his Rosary and other personal prayers in the language of the
natives. So, communicating with those who will come to the mission is
not going to be a problem for him.
Father
Mayorga has become accustomed to the wildlife of California,
especially the lizards that skitter everywhere one looks. Vees of
Pelicans skim the surface of the sea and gulls twist and turn
overhead. But it is the spiders that cause him to shudder. He watches
the converts pick them up and caress their backs. He is even told
that when food is scarce, they eat them – along with every other
living creature. But, the time one crawled upon him while he fitfully
slept terrorized him and he could not settle into his cot for a
fortnight afterwards.
Having
been in California a little over one year and never feeling to be in
good health, Padre Julián
de Mayorga prepares to set forth on the most difficult journey of his
lifetime. The party is large, led by Father Visitador Salvatierra,
accompanied by he and Father Ugarte, a seasoned explorer. Capitán
Esteban Rodríguez, his sergeant, several soldiers, some arrieros,
and neophytes had loaded the pack mules with food and supplies. In
addition, a steer and five heifers, a ram and three sheep, a male and
three female goats, swine in baskets loaded on mules, along with
similar baskets of chickens are prepared to follow along.
Nothing
can be done to alter the well-established routine of the mission day
so they first attend prayers, then eat pozole, before
mounting.
They
travel north along the coastline to the site of Mision San Bruno, now
nothing but scattered piles of rocks and stones. Father Salvatierra
sadly explains how it had been the very first attempt at establishing
a foothold in California and had simply not been suitable. “What we
learned here was most important in selecting the site of Mision
Nuestra Seora de Loreto. This is a lesson you must learn, Father
Julián. The Lord Almighty
sets barriers in our way to test our faith. By overcoming them, we
strengthen ourselves and the faith of those who come to us in Jesus,
Our Lord.”
Mayorga
hears the words, but continues to fear that he may not be up to the
task ahead of him.
They
turn inland into the daunting mountains known as Las Sierras Gigante.
Rugged peaks and winding canyons with rocky floors and spiny plants.
Father Ugarte leads the way as he had explored this area before, in
fact locating the site where they would build the new mission.
Crossing
a pass, Mayorga gasps at the panorama of twisting, turning canyons
with steeps sides. How can there possibly be a place in this
wilderness to plant gardens and orchards and graze the livestock that
will come there.
“That
is where we will establish the mission dedicated to Saint Joseph.”
Mayorga
hears the Father Visitador's words and wonders if what he says is
possible. If it is the will of God,
he prays.
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ReplyDeleteI thank Victoria for posting but it was too long and not directly applicable to poor Father Mayorga.
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